Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Odds and Ends
Today I was really depressed. As you can see I am here writing again. But I feel like the world is coming out from under me. I need oil, and have no money, I need gas in the van, but need money. I need to get to the bank tomorrow to cash check and get said money, but have no gas to get there. Bank is in Worcester, I am in East Brookfield. (aka, east chuck nowhere, or so it feels today) Really, what has this stimulus plan done for us...NOTHING! And the more I think of work and how I left the more depressed I get. All those years, all good job performance reviews, and I was told I had to leave. Because I could not find child care. I feel like roiling over and giving up i swear. I just wish my hubby would hold me, or talk to me. I have to stop this poor me shit.